Thursday, December 31, 2009

IGNORANT FALLING

Looking over at you

With the silhouette

Of a movie star

Sitting in the movie’s

With my 3-D star

Three weeks singing

So far

Been a goner since

The second you stepped

Out of that yellow

Flagged taxi-cab


You know what I love

About you and I

We just happened

Like burning flames in the sky

Explosions from nowhere

Evolution everywhere

And we just smooth scars

We can sit still

We can sit far

But no matter

What happens today

We just are


I woke up this morning

Realizing you were everywhere

The rains are here again

And you are the sky

The coffee in my mug

You are in my mud


Last night you asked

If you could be my guest

Dominican Republic, the best

Just the way you think alone

I think were in the zone


Baby and I want to fall

I have no parachute

No rip-cord

I hope you don’t mind

If I just eject the front door

Of my mind

Let it all decompress

Letting loose articles

To fly free

And escape the atmosphere

As my hair and jewelry

Just tug at the pressure

As we both step closer

To the edge


Smiling so ignorant

Falling so dumb

Halfway leaning

Out of this airplane

Door

So many thousands of

Feet in the air

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Thursday, December 24, 2009

THE SKY AND THE LAND

Taking us to that place

To watch souls disappear

Like you said

Something I needed you to see

A place to repent

And place to be free

The sweats

My sacred tented

Dome sleepless

And alone


But now it is you

Whose head I cradle

So rich a

Ladle full of cream

Pouring this love

Over the mountains

And hills, in my dreams

Swimming the darkness

Everything flies away


Just your hand in mine

As the sweat chases

These scars away

Running them across the street

Epidermis peel

This heat making

Us heal


From sickness

And strife

Replenishing

This delicate crystal

Glass of life

With thick

Pure warrior

Blue blood


I put on these red boxing gloves

And take another bow towards love

For I have not seen you for years

In fact with these new eyes

And these new ears

I have never seen you

Quite like this at all


Wasn’t it just the Fall

Where I was praying to be born

And now the first day of Winter

The longest night of the year

Stretching romantic shears

To toss and tumble

In these leaves


Rolling around these black seas

Of sheets and lips

Fingers

And hips

And touching

Your breathe

My neck, you jump

I call

Together we

Fall into the

Darkness

Blending our lines

So the future

We make our own colors


Blurring our clothes

Let the things

That don’t work between

Us slide off the wing

Of the plane

This newest game plan

The sky and the land


I have waited for this night

Target practice for years

Finally an equal in sight

And sound

Loving you on the ground

Rolling around in bed

Or was it the living room

Or the car

Suddenly the ceilings ajar-

Take it slow baby

For I have no where to rush

Fingers in your mouth

To hush you


Waking in and out

Of consciousness

Of dreamscapes

And movie scenes

Falling into your neck line

The glass of water

On the nightstand

Floats in the air


Rolling over to Colorado

The map just changes

Shapes at my feet

Cities below my back

Alarm clock melting

As we wake up on the ceiling


Feet hanging over the door

Lamp shades, ceiling trim

The bed down on the ground

I think were floating in some space

You warm hands on my back

The smell of your hair

Puts me back under

Where I want to be


As my world just spins

Like some slow circus wheel

In one big tumble

Upside down

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Thursday, December 17, 2009

DEEP UNDER THE SEA

Walking again-
Seems like we just keep
Holding and talking
Eyes and hands like stone
Somehow
Somewhere alone
Some pitchfork in the road
Aimed us together
Someone from above
Sent us this weather
And so together again
When the sky turned to black
You came back
To breath
To love
Teaching me now

In the physical form
The most beautiful thing
I might have just ever seen
Eyes like the Grand Canyon
Delicate ears
Perfect posture
Perfect sheen
Dancing like a queen
We walk for hours yet
Never seem to get far
Too far from our zone
Domestic Cancer
Keeping protected
We stay close to home

My feet dance and my heart
Beats, but its just my eyes
That meet
Yours and truly
I would do anything
In this moment

There’s a fire burning inside
That I just don’t care
About running-
Or hiding-
Or acting or retracting
I just want to make a shelter
On the hill
And keep you safe tonight
I’ll light the fire
And keep the light
Just teach me how to love again

Show me how
Shine even brighter
Burning eyes like a fighter
And my love I challenge
You so
I take your hand slow
And whisper words to myself
That you are just not ready
To hear yet

Watching your pig tails
At your side
I am trying so dam hard
Not to look down at your thighs
But like a garbage disposal
Darling I want to destroy you
In the most loving way
Moving furniture around
The room
In the distance I can hear the boom
Of you and I creating
Something powerful
Some enigma of love
An entire ocean of white doves
Floating for the sunrise
While it's deep under the sea
We are headed

For everything that is mine
I ask for no mercy this time
For there has never been something
Quite like this
For I have never been as centered as
I am today
I am okay
I am willing
And ready
And loving
And steady

You have become my equal
And it is you that you see in me
Nothing else can free me
As does your loving key
So show no mercy for me
Even when I’m down on my knees

For nothing can hurt us
Not another 1000 nights alone
Even as the humming gets louder
This vibration pulls
Just take my hand little one
Looking straight into you
As we just keep swimming
Through this force field

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Sunday, December 13, 2009

I WAS INVISIBLE

Higher frequency all day

Higher frequently

There is no other way

To lift myself out of bed

Just to hit my knees

I plead with thanksgiving

And gratitude

This plentitude of opportunities

Overwhelms me when I think

Of everything at once

So it is in prayer

That I just see you


Getting ready mentally

To let you into this home

The cobwebs have overgrown

And now I must make the changes

My father once told me of


The way a woman checks the nest

Leaves her scent

Where she stops to rest

For the night

Oh my tap water

I worry


Through December there is no hurry

For this is my time of the year

I attract what I need

And only that may stay

Circling like a cyclone

My whole world

I built alone

With you god


Revving like an engine

Strong centered and focused

Still alone jumping like

A thousand locusts

I devour the future

Loving the suture’s of life

And my scars, so many lessons

Everything I once loved

Has brought me forward

Making the pages I am today

Freeing the man I appear

Before your eyes

Like a prayer I was invisible


Then the rains came

And you fell from the sky

Through my fingers

And through my eyes

Pushing forward this inertia

Of faith and love

No need to beg, borrow

Or steal

For this life is my meal

And I eat so well


My sister told me yesterday

That I have saved enough

Young girls

It’s time for teacher-teacher

So preacher-preacher

Send me a teacher

Someone I can spill this goblet

Of energy with

Someone to slip in

This abundance


A strong god centered woman

I can take my perfect circle

And make a perfect circle

For I am whole, perfect and complete

On my own

But boy we sure do

Smash together well


Like well done mash potato’s

I want to gum drop

Your little hand in mine

Speed off, get lost in time

Lets take a long flight

Take a long swim

Lets jump some continents

The whole world to play

Sit together on the mountain

And just pray


My ego wants to talk

But with love I say shush

For no reason to push

For I am not in control

I surrender my self with

With adaptability

And flexibility to reveal


As the snow falls in Idaho

Just know that it falls in

My mind as well

And only time

She can always tell


This plentitude of opportunities

Overwhelms me when I think

Of everything at once

So it is in prayer

That I just see you

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