Tuesday, April 2, 2013

HYPNOTIZED


Beachside slave
Morning
Seashell ways
Spinning
The snail shell
Of life
Symmetry
Octagons
& vortex
Complexity
Of life
Distilled
When we simmer
Over the stove
Laying back
W our backs
To the past
Black, our faces
Into California fields
This electric fence
Keeps you from me

Baby girl
In my arms
Found washed up
On shocking shores
Blistered lips
Boarded up stores
Bleached sun
Swimsuit eagle
Covered hips
Sniffing
Beagles
Through the woods
We wandered
Over the hills
Far, far away

Choose & circle one
My dear in life
My tear-pretended wife
My sly deer blinded headlights
You will
Lose nothing
All gain-
Twisted panties
Churning pain
Unusual girl
Knee high boots
Dying fast
Stop trying
To last
Don’t hold back

One of us
Must let go
One of us
Just let
The cold snow
Fall, over
Our windshield
For you
The comfort
Of my winter
Staring through
The sheer nylon
Your tights
I remember

You are the knife
In my heart
Demand
Someone
As free as
I live
As to be

As did
When the summer
Of youth
Kissed young
My face
So wet
The older girls
Always took
My hand
Made bets
The days of sand
Taught
To lay
To kiss
Stay longer
And learn

Now the older
Man
I burn
Peppered hair
In the day
Smoldered
Into dawn
Baby, crows feet
Eyes touch
Hands meet
& you’re gone

Racing over
Towns
Delicate lace
Gowns
& pretty high
Heels keep you
High
Off the ground
Somewhere
I still reach
Somewhere
I still stay

Laying around
All day
Dreaming
Of a woman
Eye lined
Scouring
Dirt roads
Kicking heaves
To the side
Stuck in the
Gutter of love

Curled hair
Eyes heavy
Arms like doves
Smoke stacked lips
Hungry
As slaves on ships
& grey, lonely, scavenging
Crazed
Wolves
Waving
A fire hand
Wild
As the man
I once saw in the mirror
Years ago

Driving away
Just ride-
Into fire
Out from rain
I lick your
Transparent pain
Around the sun
As we walk down
These isles
Pretending
That this means nothing

Did you pray?
Cause I did
Every time you stayed

Why so scared
Move forward
The past is just that
Past / participle
Sedimentary
Rock / hard / sickled
Rust & bone
I’ll take flesh over stone
Every day

So, I ask again
Do you pray?

Cause I do
Every time you stay
The fox and the hound
Dear box: I’m bound
I see you through
Even where you don’t
I understand
You’re whole


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Saturday, March 30, 2013

TIGER LILIIES


Home after work
Home after pleasure
Work feels
Wrong when
I don’t love
What I’m doing
Setting the truth
To the things
That make me smile

The while it takes
You, to reach back
Waiting
For your call
To reach me
Your hand
Against
Mine

Come to my side
Of the car
To this side
Of town
Take me down
To that place
We go
By the lake
Where the tulees
Stand tall

Breathe 
Soft
Swallows call
& still
The loft
Cotton knot hammock
Our lock  
Melted clock
The place
Where
The tiger lilies
Grow
Take me down
Take me down
Slow


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Monday, March 11, 2013

AT NIGHT WE FALL


Flashing lights
Children
Scream
The clown face
Still down
Waiting for
The next quarter
Shoved into
My mouth
I operate

Black joystick
Big hands
Attention
At command
Corners
Of your eyes
You stare
Autumn lips
Porcelain
Fruit bowl hips
Such a sucker for you
I may always be

Swallowed
Whole
In just a few days
Read those books
Dulled more hooks
Punched holes
In my boat
Chewed me out
Sat me down
Bled on my
Cock, my chest
Invested
My neck
Remembers the way
Your teeth
So clenched
& tight

Surrounded uterus
We fight
Back-board
Squeaks
As your hands
Reach for mine
Precious neckline
You’re teaching me
How you climb
Over these chairs

Stop playing games
Like children
Ran the room
Shooting aliens
Bazookas
Doom
Confetti
Littered room
Janitor busy
Pushing
A broom
After you have left
Us alone
Yet again

Telling me you want
To be just friends
While you roll
Me over
Softer hips
Melted slouch
Sneaking past
Your sleeping aunt
On the couch
Bicycle, the kitchen
Kick stand
Stalled
Turn right
Down the hall
Into your arms
At night we fall

Well my friends
Don’t keep finding
Their way
Back inside my head
Half naked
Backside in bed
You shoveled my hands
Down your panties
Motioning to the left
Head faced pillow
Like the sun
Rise & fall
Your lungs
So much beauty
Watching you climax
Inside of my hand
Like a baby bird
I hold you, dear

Can’t you feel
The way I touch
Your face
Squeezing gently
Your head
Holding in place
A loving aura
Protected flora
Killing time zones
& thought waves
When were in
Each others haze
Loves near a maze
You’re just as
Lost in time
As leap year
So sleep dear
Sublime

In real time
I treat you
Like the rare
Exotic bird
I thought you
Were to be
But, treat me like shit
Because you chose the sea
Salted next day words
Low flying
Wounded birds
The past, your present
I don’t know what kind
Of man you’re
Used to having around
The world, so many
Times, I found
With thousands
I have sinned
I’ve stung

Yet today
I row this boat
Gently cloaked
Calmed
Simmered sun
Leather wrapped rope
A pressed black coat
Against the full moon
A silver spoon
Eating gold love
Mind fullness
Laughter, kindness
Something to learn
With your hand
Over my mouth
You muffle

You see-
I’ve earned this duffle
Bag, full of scars
I just don’t need 
Any more bars
To hang myself from
& wonder
How long
I can hold my breathe
Waiting for you
To take responsibility
For your own actions

If it weren’t for
Pure satisfaction
It would have never
Had have happened
So take some time
Without me in line
Waiting for the next
Quarter to fall
Waiting
For the next sweet call
Or some
Regular
Irregular
Erratic change
Of your mind
I stand still

Feeling the same
Way I have
Since before
We even met
Intrigued
By your profile
Alone
Ready to bet
That this thing
Just might work
Out on its own

With coffee in hand
Delicately
Just before ten
I open the game
Zone in zen
Flashing lights
Children
Scream
The clown face
Still down
Letting you
Back in
Again
With your pocket
Full of quarters

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Thursday, March 7, 2013

FILLED WITH WINGS


So you return
Sweet love
Cocooned
From above
Clouded
Fallen skies
Angel gown
Angel eyes
Eyebrows
& caterpillars
Walls filled
With wings
Orthopedic
Pillow
Like your stomach
My face just sinks
Letting the softness
Of the evening
Come to velvet
Curtain dragging
Home
Alone
In my bed
Your floating brown hair
Like a dishwasher
Spinning
Splashing over
The pillow
You toss
& turn
So peaceful
Beside you
Like a canoe
We stay afloat
Holding hands over
This moat
Finally
We are home

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