I come home at night and my pen has nothing to say to me
The paper just stares out the window ignoring my entrance
Dishes laughing out of corners of smirks lying in the sink
These carpets stay filled with lint and dust
Creating something out of this apartment, out of nothing I must
Pouring my lust on to these pages turning these battles into stages
Closing my kitchen blinds I shut the windows and prepare for sleep
Washing these teeth so rigorous I brush pee toilet flush
Wooby and Tikki holding me down, Henry Miller before sleep
My feets’ fold down, falling again like this every night, to sleep
Outside the birds weep while the moon stays up late on a run again
Traffic keeps coming in Hollywood at all hours of the night
Carl’s Jr. drive thru still doing all right I contort into R.E.M.
Falling past my day my mind takes me away
Off to cuckoo land we go, where it rains and it glows
Its purple when it snows, and these flying pigs keep us laughing
Like ducks, barking through the fences we jump over buildings
Crawling down slip n slides I walk across water every night
Creating this circus Barnum & Bailey in my head just above the bed
And still you’re here too, I see you in the stands
Eating popcorn sitting on your hands, still smiling like a child
With your flashing glow sticks, the little boy next to you nose picks
While your eyes just follow the spotlight to the center of the stage
My eyes just follow the stoplights your part of my rage
Your bones are my cage and you keep me so locked away
Ice cream helping, eyeliner melting, pushing your bra down below
The lines with my hands, I mangle your panties like spoiled fruit
Waking up in a cold sweat just missing the kiss, fucking dreams
Making me miss those precious moments all taken for granted
Well not really for granted but there were just so many
In such short amount of time, how many white lines, did we
All have to say so much in between all of our beautiful silences
Stretching stretch marks over smooth skin, causing chain reactions
With chemicals we live in a state of horror constantly weighing the bore
Or the lug of this wheel that keeps us spinning called life
Trying not to lose interest in a wife, calming myself a few times
Everyday this way, unfolding and forever spinning on these vibrational
Thought waves, for this is the movie that I project onto the screen
For this is my most awakened realest dream
talent isn't strong enough of a word....
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